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Sunday, June 01, 2008

its all about thinking correctly.

common test is just tomorrow, i cant think properly.
Halve of me is thinking about school, the other is somewhere sleeping.
I'm not even worried, or to be afraid of the exam.
what the hell am i thinking?

3days of common test, i can't help to think about what will happen after that 3days.
after 3 days, everything will become oh so clear,
After 3 days, the truth will be known, the fog will clear,
what if everything i have though about us was just as i imagined?
what if everything i have though about you was just as fake as i though it was?
what if everything i did was just a stepping stone that you stepped over without noticing?
what if after 3 days, nothing reveals?

its really tempting, but i will try to push back the date by 3 days max. after that, i'll explode.
whats more, nothing is real anymore when it comes to this.

"Get over it!" many will say, i chose to stay. this time, I DIDNT even made a point to make myself clear of my intentions. All started crumbling in front of me.

wth. i seriously need time off this matter.
i think its time.

3days.