Don't you, everyone feel very lifeless right now?
it's like, everyday having remedial lessons and everything like that. I seriously now can't find a slot, a day to rest. i have been studying my ass off ever since school started.
Everytime, perhaps i'll be enthusiastic in studying.
Yes, I admit that i'm very happy to study, but seriously, i need a break.
feels as though like i'm going to break apart anytime.
*WARNING*
don't piss me off for the next few days, i'm really about to go mad. i cant really guarantee your safety.
- Matters at home are off the roof, something that i have never experienced before
- Parchments are stacking up, especially the ones in foreign language
- School work still managable, but still rushing here rushing there
- I still need to manage with the "other" side, i wouldnt want to go into the details.
- Honestly, to resist temptation from the games, gamers. (eg. PSP, CS)
- still have to deal with the smoking temptation.
For the last point, i have to elaborate. i have alot of friends who smoke, (not the school ones) i have relatives who smoke, i have a father who smokes. Its like, i almost picked up the bloody cigarette once.
"Oh Lord, just let me have peace in my mind for 3months. I'm not asking much, but just do what you intended me on doing for the next 3months, and forever. Amen"
Hold me tight. Like what Darren said, "TO THE MAX RIGHT, DARYL?" well i'm ready to answer you now.
I'm about to break soon.
masking tape?