Heyah.
Nothing much has happened today. basically was sleeping the whole day.
feels like i have been deprived of sleep for a week already.
Even right now, i feel like sleeping. (after more that 12hours of sleep =.=)
Besides, i need to get my "biological" clock ready and tanned for school. i really got to kill that conscience in me everytime i fall alsleep.
"the word "biological" rings a bell somewhere"
anyway, a few days later and school reopens already. FINALLY get to see some of my friends =) but to think that i must get back to my studies....
"Preserverance, self-discipline, Lust"
i really got to study right now. somethings just must be left for the future, or God, to unfold.
its not really a good time to think about the past, but i just have to say something about that.
11th may
to cut the whole story short,
Movie -> walk -> Starbucks -> Emo -> regretted.
"i regretted a decision that i made that day, but somehow it turned out well" (too well)
and that day, i found the other side of me.
24th may
She's back. CL intensive lessons ended. Noticed alot of things that happened. Hair especially.
"treasure life, cause you'll never know"
>.< <------- i dont know whether i'm dazzled or something, but that was on the face.
i ought to slap myself out of it.
25th may
See this picture? notice its only two tickets.
that day i went on this so called "date" with ((.
i chose not to tell my friends about this, but its a little too obvious cause EVERYONE saw what happened.
there's a thing i need to confess here.
i actually wanted to.... erm... ah.... hold hands.
but every fibre in my body tells me not too.
even murphy tells me not to. =.=
28th May
Chinese O level, PTC.
went AMK hub, then had to PS es,tg,jy cause we wanted out. abit weird at first, but we did get along over that awkwardness. also wanted to hold hands. But something said "NO" again. Talked Talked Talked in that particular place, went to Times. Mac for drink. ESCAPED from parents. somehow i enjoyed that.
"i know i am not supposed to enjoy that kind of feeling."
Oh, for the audience to know, i didnt not put the details. this is to save some "privacy". Haha.
Somehow i know that i shouldnt write all this out. Sorry if its too detailed. but its not, trust me.
NOW, i'll just have to leave all this aside.
"easier said than done, i know"
Now, where did i left my Kiwi fruit?
